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Gender Mechanics

by Mausoleum Mouth

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K Wilder
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K Wilder can you believe this shit?! what a great sound. can't wait for more! Favorite track: Home.
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1.
Upside Down 01:53
everything’s rotten no ones around but I swear I can hear them upside down
2.
in the corner of your eye you feel the presence of another life through the crack of your door the air so new but you have been here before is it selfish, were we clueless could you ask anyone else to do this? and everything i see what i believe seems to have been a lie the powers that be put a spell on me screaming through the night but it’s just the mechanics what keeps us together i swear you can see after you’ve closed your eyes as the moonlight’s madness dances on your dresser it's fantasy this could be our last night you stopped in the street and stared straight through the door wide eyed and connected to what used to be the hardest rain had begun to pour you don’t remember this now do you just a child amazed by the rain imagination is going insane it's crucifixion on television it's my innervision it's my new religion
3.
.exe 03:38
a father on fire the ashes to savor for his family so tired the incineration as if he needed it, you see there was a disease left inside of his soul a phrase i can’t dispel a day that i don’t know a child in a hospital and another one who should be there but no one can help and if you like this song please don’t sing along don’t add insult to injury don’t test my indecency and if my lights gone dead take my body to bed don’t believe what i claim to be don’t doubt my naivety january’s end i feel it coming closer again and again only better when it rains seems like nothing i do will ever loosen these chains, come on if i set myself on fire will you play my songs when i’m dead? there’s a bad bad witch on the doorstep and a lunatic under the bed and so it goes never any closer i thought this could be it tried to believe in it and so it goes i’m getting older i’ve got no time for it i wish that i could quit i see the beauty in everything i see the tragedy in it too it’s a bell you don’t wanna ring but when you wake up you might have to
4.
Home 03:37
soft staring out the window leaving the shore it’s a nice thing to hope for, never been there before breaking into the hallway stuck to the wall there’s a fire in the dining room but not a number left to call you got your bags all packed and you’re ready to go they’re saying “give it up boy and come on home” with your heavy head and your hands of stone you’re all alone raining through the screen on the windowsill sit inside and weight your options always wanna climb the safest hill a guardian a place far from your fear there is a layer under your armor screaming i don’t belong here but if the world breaks in two you’ll have someone there for you hold hands and circle down the drain and if you reach another part and you’re given a new start your memories leave and there’s no pain it’s never the same you leave your pain
5.
to understand you would not dare to bother i can figure it out on my own time i got a plan something of a final offer dirty little mouth like a beehive she builds living weapons inside my mind it’s mass destruction complex design sitting alone in the passenger side a place without exit a grave dug before time it’s mass destruction complex design sitting alone on the passenger side stay here with me i’m not brave enough to wander i can figure it out on my own time you keep looking for shade in the sunshine don’t agree each day i’m getting smaller i wanna mutter the truth but my throat's dry i could completely dissolve it’s not a far cry
6.
i’m afraid something's watching i’m afraid it’s inside i’m afraid i’m just crazy i’m worried it might be him she’s dreaming of demons she’s wearing her cross hear them laugh in the attic as she's praying to god there’s a tightness in my chest and a flash of light in my eyes i sit down slow and breath in slowly keep these eyes open wide i see a a few clouds floating inside a dark grey sky rain is pouring on this morning got me feeling alive i feel every last one of my organs all my insides how quickly all of them could go and i how i could die vulnerable and yet so vital how does anyone survive? no i don’t understand and i don’t know why visions of my father with worms in his mouth he says, "you think you’re better but you shouldn’t be proud. just swollen yet fading unable to cry, alone like you should be that’s how you die. because we all get the same thing no home in the clouds no loved ones to help you are you getting it now? just swollen and fading unable to cry alone like you should be that’s how you die" that's how you die?
7.
Dissident 04:09
maybe i'm not an honest man maybe i'm evil maybe that was always the plan? i'd like to see things work out fine maybe get married try to live an easy life? but things aren't as simple as they seem life fucks you up and down shit gets mean there’s no explanation for what i’ve seen manic depression is not to blame my troubled heart place your attention to the tv screen at 5 o'clock just 15 minutes 58 spirits fill the air blink and you’ll miss it just a few more weeks til no one cares they’ll never say it to ya straight so what the fuck could you know about all the shit you claim to hate? life’s filled with dirty things the sadness being awake brings and someone’s always got to bring the worst out now ain’t that just great? i was an honest man bending over backwards now i'm a dissident taking back what i deserve
8.
b4 02:42
i was alone before you left i was alone after you left it makes no difference to me i can’t talk to anybody my loved ones don’t have the time they don’t deserve to hear me wine i’m just standing in the dark burning out so very dimly i have strived for my best turns out this is what i get there are some things i cannot change i accept my fate my fucking pain i was alone before you left i was alone after you left i am alone i was alone before you left sunk like a stone into the end so i always take rejection lightly but i still don’t get why they don’t like me you have to manage your decay i could not manage my decay we men just aren’t created equal this world does not deserve a sequel i have tried to be great become the thing i fucking hate if i one question for the heavens what is 56247? i was alone before you left until the bitter fucking end i am alone i am alone i would part the sea if you would want me if walls of water could speak you wouldn’t be so kind i would part the sea if you would haunt me if walls of water could speak i’d leave this all behind
9.
the day the sun refused to shine a door had opened in the dark spot of my mind promise keepers and sorted saints a harmless household the blood that you’ve come to taint when the sun don’t shine when the trumpet calls when the whole new worlds revealed each day i wake just want to see you shake and watch you break here’s two middle fingers wish i had a third your voice it lingers your choice of words, so absurd here's 2 middle fingers wish i had a third one fucking finger and i will make you burn i saw the panic on your face i saw the paleness the blood that fled, disgraced they tote your likeness with stained glass they really kiss your fucking ass you are the one i truly hate when the sun don’t shine when the trumpet calls when the whole new worlds revealed each day i wake just want to see you shake watch you break and what we think what we see what we know is just a terrible problem a terrible problem and what we think what we see what we choose to believe it’s just an awful thing an awful thing
10.
Forerunner 04:20
it was something that you said couldn't get it out of my head but now it's gone like family and god two things loved lost and forgotten to me let's try to figure you out i need to write this down and sketch your face but my memory has misplaced most of the features look in the mirror and it comes clear i chisel away at you until my knuckles are white as bone yeah, i am the architect build the monument but this center statue has left me sleepless for days i'm not sure what to think but i've had years to sort out my bloodied mess of a mangled chest as my insides just bore out my bones are left aching with questions and it's not like i needed you to need me i just wanted you to care now that you have to leave me i'm left with just the blood we share it's so fucking confusing but i'll have to hide this sadness that consumes me with no one by my side you couldn't be part of my framework not here to kick me in shape but you've taught me an important lesson one i'll keep learning day to day

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released February 2, 2021

The contents of this album, all the music/production/artwork in it's entirety was provided by Jonathon Kane Santos in loving memory of Misfit and Benjamin.

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